Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts

23 April 2014

So many things

yeah...sooo many things had happened lately...been to a few events, trips...and also got a new phone, thanks, Mommy.!.now, my days are all pretty pack up...being a busy bee on weekdays, with work, and a social butterfly during weekends...wootwoot...

Lunch with Yummy at Secret Recipe

Escape events with beach themed 'photoshoot'...-giggle-

Fun time at the beach.!.and taking a dip in a hot spring...weee...

Animax Carnival
~(^_^)~

First photo I posted with the new phone...

well, these are some of the things that I did and went
there are a few others like Doraemon Expo, Bunkasai, Petroscience and some more
just don't have the photos in this phone I'm using right now to update...and I'm too lazy to transfer
tihihi
/>.<
(^.^)v

Buzzz...buzzz...
Flutter...flutter...

20 July 2013

Happy 3rd B-day.!.

HAPPY 3rd B-DAY.!. to my lovely blog
you've been with me for 3 years as of yesterday (19072013)
I know I've neglected you for a while
and I know sometimes the things I wrote were somewhat cryptic
but I know you've always understand me, anyway
lets hope there are many more years to come for us
and here's a delicious candy cake for you
(~ ,^^)~



27 January 2013

driving

driving, for me, is somewhat a scary thing
though it is not on the same level as dolls and plushies... >.<
besides, I'm getting more apprehensive of it coz of accidents that I, myself, involved in and also other people's
but whatever it is, I need to know how to drive...so, I just recently continue with my driving lessons
already have the L licence, so, just need to renew it, and off I go behind the wheels
so, today was the 3rd day of my class and I also had a pre-test
alhamdulillah, I manage to pass that...though barely...
so, I can take the 'real' test later
I already aimed to take it on the 19th...so, not gonna go to class on that day...
I realized, driving isn't so hard...it just seems to be a bit harder coz I have to use manual cars during the lessons and tests
oh, well...good thing there are only autos at my house
all in all, I really hope I could got my P on the first go...if not...oh, well...what else to do except to take the test back...heee...
( ,--)\

13 January 2013

need to be check in the head

~sigh~...I don't know...these past few days, I've become damn confuse of what's happening and what happened...I'm confuse about reality, dreams, fantasies...maybe I fantasise too much...or maybe my dreams were a bit too realistic...but seriously, though...I would wake up from a sleep, whether in the morning or afternoon or evening, and I would think to myself "wow, what a good day" and then I realized I was just dreaming...damn it...and sometimes, when I'm reminiscing about a memory, it took me a while to realise, it's not even a real memory...it was just one of my damn fantasies...I hope this doesn't go on...coz there might be something wrong with my head...really need to check it...or maybe, I should just stop making up scenarios in my head and watching or reading real messed up stories or movies or series...should get a reality check and keep track on what's real, what's not...come on...it isn't that hard, right...I can effing do it.!. \(~_~)/

14 December 2012

nearing the end

well, it is almost the end of the semester
I feel kinda happy and anxious and a bit sad about it
so many things happened during this term
some were good, some were bad
and some, were just plain crazy and weird
-wink-
all in all, I had a lot of fun with my friends and classes
hope this last week will be smooth sailing
can't wait for our annual R&R Family Day
this year will be at Kelantan again
but not the usual place
this year will be at Tok Aman Bali Resort, if I'm not mistaken
hope it'll be more awesome than the previous 14 times
heee
( ,^^)A

26 October 2012

after quite a while

well, after more than a month,
I've finally managed to read the blogs I follow
and also update mine, starting with this one entry
I'm gonna update it gradually with things that had been happening since September
but on this post, I'm just gonna update on how
ashamed I am with my performance in the last mid term tests
it was the lowest of the low, for me
sure, I did get some of those high marks
but they are eclipsed by that damn low marks
~sigh~
I better pull my game
or I'm outta this house
-scared-

07 September 2012

best choco ever.!.

well, I don't really like chocolate
the brown or dark ones, especially
those bitter-sweet ones...
I like white chocos better coz they are sweeter
but when I try these chocos from Fidani
(my mom got it from her student)
I was like
"DAMN.!. this is some great stuff"




there were a bit hard on the outside
but the inside were all soft
not gooey or anything
just soft
aaahhh

I searched it up on the net
and yes...my guess were correct
they were a bit expensive and hard to find
they were only available at some airports
and I was seriously considering going to KLIA just so I could buy a box
heee
>.<
could anyone please buy it for me
pretty please
-wink-wink-
~(*.-)\

09 August 2012

just a little post about 'stuff'

well, today, I'm just gonna go on a materialistic kinda post
just wanna post stuff that I have that was kinda 'recent'
some were from my birthday
and some coz I've been wanting them
hehehe


all of these plushies were either from a person or from a bank (CIMB octopus)
the latest was the white bear, Lincha gave it to me for my b-day
I would generally never buy a plushie for myself
coz I have this insane notion that they'll come to life and kill me
heee
O_0


my new lappy, that I named 'Prophy'
mommy bought it for my b-day too
I just luuurrrveee using it
and I'm doing a lot of purple this year
(black is always)
(^.-)


 these two jeans were what my little sis, Canca, bought for me for my b-day
they were not quite cheap and really glad she wanna buy them
coz I really need new ones, anyway
thanks a lot, sis.!.
X)


the Pokemon capsules I got when I went to iOi mall with one of my besties, Afiq
they were pretty expensive, considering the size
RM5 each
but I'm still gonna keep buying them whenever I have the chance
coz I'm weak like that
hohoho
~(^^, )~

 

 my new (below) and old (above) specs
yup...they are basically the same
hahaha
the difference was just the designs on the specs 'handles'
>.<


the cardigan that I have been searching for so long
also bought it at iOi mall
they have some pretty awesome stuff there
it was hard searching for one that is button-up that goes all the way to my chin
most of the button-up cardigans or sweaters for girls that I found, buttons barely till the chest
'-_-
so, was pretty damn lucky when I found this one


new shoes that mommy bought for me
very2 cheap as it has 50% off
I'm gonna milk her for another pair
tihihi
buying this one coz I don't have green shoes yet
yeah, it's green...not blue
;p


just a new money-box
actually, I didn't really have to buy it as I can store my money anywhere
like in a huge mug or a regular box
but I just like this post-box-style
heee
v(^.^)

so, anyway...
I gotta save some money now
already on the way
coz I really wanna go to London for Canca's graduation
mommy told me to have at least RM3000 if I wanna go
so, I'm on my way to save some
slowly, yet steadily
got only 10 months to do that
hope I'll succeed
(~ ,^^)~ ~(^^, ~)

06 August 2012

autumn

well, in some other parts of the world
autumn/fall is approaching
based on the pictures I've seen
always thought it's the most beautiful season
besides, it has Halloween
and I simply loves to dress up
maybe I could go to some of the Halloween events here
at some of the malls
hahaha
~(^o^)~

18 July 2012

superficial

well, Ramadhan is coming...
and as usual, I'm not that excited about it
for me, it's just another obligation, just another something that we had to do
and the same with Syawal...it's to celebrate how we managed to go through the fasting month successfully
(I've made kinda the same entry a year ago; old or cynical )
but really, nowadays, people just celebrate it for all the superficial reasons
they buy expensive stuff, do things to impress others...you know
birthdays, events, celebrations...
ahhh...the superficial aspects of human nature...
well, I'm not excluded...sometimes, I was like that too... >.<
you know how human is...
getting all excited doing things that they think the other party will like
or impressed by
oh, well...
without the superficial aspects, we are not human
just as long as you not letting it consume you too much
by buying too much new clothes, too much new furniture
just to celebrate that one event
it's stupid...and I'm ashamed to say, I'm stupid like that too, sometimes
now, I'm just trying to buy things for the long haul
not for that one thing, but just so I can use them over and over again, through the course of time
muahahaha!!!
oh, well...lets be a bit superficial
just not too much...and make it seldom
(^o^)v

13 July 2012

break

I'm at home now
taking a break from the hectic short sem
we are just in our third week...got 4-5 weeks more to go
and I think we are gonna have another test next Tuesday, but I'm not so sure
heee... >_<
well, I like coming home, coz of the internet...and...people...haha
but I just wish they wouldn't ask me to do chores so much
coz there are, 2 more able person, here
~sigh~ ... '''-___-
whatever it is, I'm just gonna spend lots of time in my room (well, I always do, no matter where I am... ;p )
and since we've 'upgrade' the internet, so much more easier
muahahaha
XD

29 June 2012

short semester


well, for this second year, I gotta take a third semester
or summer classes or short sem...well, you got the drift
and for this short sem, we gotta take 2 subjects, in order to avoid having to extend my year at UPM...and also some of my friends...
2 subjects, 3 credits each, every week may sounds easy, but not so much
since it's a short sem, we gotta squeeze 14 weeks of lesson into 7 weeks
so, from 6 hours, to 12 hours a week...and 3 hours straight each day for one subject
and the first week went smoothly enough...though, I felt sleepy for most of the classes
heee...
and we got a quiz next week..on Thursday...hope I manage to study in time
well, good luck to me!!!
(>_<)

22 June 2012

worst paper ever

I just finished with the second last paper, Event Management, and I'm still feeling a bit pissed off
the questions were not really that hard, but they were just so oh troublesome... '-_-
the objective questions were damn confusing...and it was mostly because of the way the languages were used...and yup languageS with the 's'... >_<
the questions were bilinguals...Malay and English...and they were both tend to be ungrammatical and the words were mixed up sometimes..it took me a few tries to understand them properly...besides, my sleepy hangover was a bit on the way...hurmmm...
the, in the next section, we were supposed to calculate some profit and expenses and things like that...the maths were pretty easy but it was a bit hard to put in the data and numbers since there was some confusion on the wordings...and of course, when asked, she said to 'follow the stated numbers'...~sigh~
and the second question on the second section were horrible...I totally butchered the damn thing...
enough to say that I mutilated the paper
haish...I just hope I still got a pretty decent marks
/(@~@)\

12 June 2012

exam time!!!

well, it's exam time again
and this time, my schedule is spread out...very spread out
>_<
1306 & 1406...and next week on 2206-2306
too many gaps for my comfort
haha
well, hope I'll do well, then
\(^.^)/

10 June 2012

1Citizen

I had a 1Citizen class yesterday...it started at 0900 and ended around 1800
it was about how to be a good citizen when you are using the internet
or something like that
did't pay attention much... ;p
anyway, we got to take an exam after that
it was supposed to be today...but the others wanted to do it yesterday as they wanted to go back today...
out of 1000, I got 889...so, I passed.!.gonna get cert for that...
aaannnddd...I was a bit surprised...coz I did the exercise quite badly...tihihi...
but the not so best part was the part where we had to do something to get the other cert
a portfolio... ('~')
we have to create something based on the taught modules, implement some 1Malaysia in it and pick a theme for our portfolio
it could be anything..maybe a photo, poster, video or some stuff like that
I was thinking of doing a photo with the theme 'internet predators'
wanna do it with Lincha actually..coz she did 'sad' and 'terrified' better than I did... >_<
hope we can
and damn, I hate 'assignments' when it's already exam time
'''-___-

05 June 2012

pressies...

oookaaay...time for some serious updates...ok, maybe not so serious...heee...

well, my b-day was long past...
but I wanna show the presents that I got
they are not much, but very much treasured
X)

these are the presents from my besties, Afiq and Lincha
Anot gave me a black forest cheese cake...but it was just so delicious, I forgot to take a picture of it
tihihi

and my parents are thinking of giving me new lappy
lets hope I got it
>_<

and thanks to all the wishes too
!!!
\(^.^)v

31 May 2012

soon

be patient my darling
I'll update you properly
in a few days time
heee
(^_-)

22 May 2012

Sorry

dear, blog
I'm so sorry that I haven't have time to update you
too busy with
assignments
Pottermore
movies
series
and many more
I'll update you properly during the break, k
-hugs-

09 May 2012

another day gone by

yesterday was the day I turned 23
damn, I'm old
hahaha
well, just coz I'm getting older
doesn't mean I'm getting wiser
gotta buck up
/(>_<)\


p/s:...t-x for the presents... X)

22 April 2012

turn back time

just read a person's post about how
if turning back the time is possible
don't wanna be in particular places, at particular times
saying particular words.....


it made me think
what if I can turn back time
...
what would I do
...
where do I wanna be
...
how would I change my past
...


~sigh~
I just hope I could make everything better
not saying I won't make mistakes
coz some mistakes are important as we learn from them
I'm just saying how I should do certain things
and how I should not do certain things
make everything as perfect as can be
ho-hum