pathetic

pathetic
just fucking pathetic
~sigh~
it's only been barely a week, self
and you got a week more of the quarter to go
lets get this over with and you can dwell on it in a week, yeah
there, there self
ho-hum.....

MISS YOU

fuck

I miss you,

damn it

.!.

ho-hum

~(*o*)~

p/s:...gonna stop being pathetic when I've calmed down or healed enough... /(>.<) ...being stupid an all...

it's great until...haish...

been having not-so-good dreams since a few nights ago...
which rarely happens since I'm a good 'dreamer' usually
so last night, I slept with Momo, a stuff monkey I got as a gift
yeah, I don't generally do that
coz in my opinion,
stuff animal could wake up and kill you in your sleeep...heee... /(#>.<#)
so, anyway, yeah...
it kinda work
I woke up around 0630 with good dreams in my mind
about sweet real memories blending in with cool stories I watched
feeling good and all.....
but then, I log into FB and poof.!.good feelings gone
bye bye...see you never...
haish...
X(
why can't some people just let me be when I'm trying to heal at my pace
we've never really talked before, so don't start now
I don't wanna
damn it.!.

p/s:...good luck to you who are having your final paper today...

it's not fucking hard, you know

this is to those who are living in my house, who are not my parents (duh, obviously...)

you know,

it's not fucking hard to clean up the 'mess' you made

once you used something

just fucking clean it up or put it away

till you wanna use that shit again

it's very fucking simple

did you just use that shit

you did.?.then fucking pick it up and wash or throw it away

I'm fucking tired of cleaning up after your shit

when you are fucking able to do it by yourself

are you my parents.?.no, of course you are not

and just fucking refill the water bottles when you saw it was finished or almost

once again, it's not fucking hard

'-_-

okay.?.okay...good

worst paper ever

I just finished with the second last paper, Event Management, and I'm still feeling a bit pissed off
the questions were not really that hard, but they were just so oh troublesome... '-_-
the objective questions were damn confusing...and it was mostly because of the way the languages were used...and yup languageS with the 's'... >_<
the questions were bilinguals...Malay and English...and they were both tend to be ungrammatical and the words were mixed up sometimes..it took me a few tries to understand them properly...besides, my sleepy hangover was a bit on the way...hurmmm...
the, in the next section, we were supposed to calculate some profit and expenses and things like that...the maths were pretty easy but it was a bit hard to put in the data and numbers since there was some confusion on the wordings...and of course, when asked, she said to 'follow the stated numbers'...~sigh~
and the second question on the second section were horrible...I totally butchered the damn thing...
enough to say that I mutilated the paper
haish...I just hope I still got a pretty decent marks
/(@~@)\

Psycholinguistics

effing

horrible

result

-'nuff said-

fucking serve me right

"What you don't know won't hurt you"

how right that was

and now, here I am

in my room

fucking crying

damn that time of the month (nah, not really...)

making me fucking emotional and stuff

oh, well...

guess another saying is right

"You'll never really know a person"

well, fuck me

X(

busy body bastards

i don't really mind if you guys talk to me directly
but you pissed me off
when you messed with the head of whom i hold dear
are you guys like afraid of me or something.....
with just 2 weeks left, and this thing cropped out
niiice...reeealy niiice...
'-_-
have some balls you 3Bs
-sweet smile-

hmmm

selfish

manipulating

cheating

bitch

fucked up

fb is fucked up

i repeat,

effing fucked up

@_@

before, i barely bothered with it

now, i just dont care no more

ho-hum

X(

there's no effing need for that
and
if you want it to be done, fast
do it yourself
~sigh~

~sigh~

do you even care
...?...
nevermind
...

torn to pieces

X(

being consumed

telling myself

not to let it consume me

wtf
none of my business

anyway
...

X(

dont

dont tell
dont care
dont give a damn

dats wut u said
oh, well...
u'll noe
when
the vultures are scavenging
the corpses

fucked up

ok

either its me

or today is a really

fucked up day

nah...it just happens to me

fuck it all

X(

stupid page

i was on9ing and saw some status from Sarkasis

(...who has a really cool blog and fb page...whoever read it should follow it...and like it...)

about a page on fb...i dont wanna say it, coz just thinking about it makes me wanna puke

n i was like

"WHAT THE HELL???!!!"

seriously, the page was so effing stupid about girls n guys who upload seriously 'cute' annoying pics of themselves n wait 4 people 2 vote for i

when i read da info on da page, i really am nearly puking my guts out

how fucking fake more can people b

~sigh~

da girls were somewhat understandable but really2 low n the guys...urghhh the guys...

dont they ever heard of 'dignity'...probably not...

if u noe u r sweet, or cute or whatever else, do u really want people 2 vote 4 it...

they ban Sarkasis...coz of some very true stuff it said...

but i think da damn page itself should b closed

wth happend 2 da world

'-.-

dead

im dead

hack into pieces

thrown into da desert

so the vultures can feed off

my molting carcass

wtf!!!

EFFFING HELL!!!

giving us a 5-page essay

2 do based on a 15+++-page drama script

dat we barely understand

grrr

X(

p/s:...u r in danger of getting 1 in da evaluation tingy... '-.-

~haish~

im in a crappy mood already

so i dont ave da energy 2 deal wit u

stop being so fucking over sensitive

its pissing me off

~sigh~