30 April 2012

fairy tales

I'm writing this coz of an event that happened yesterday
the event was an inter-college English drama competition
the theme was "Mixed Fairy Tales" where they were supposed to combine at least two tales into one story
and I got a bit annoyed and irritated as they got the term mixed up
especially to the organizing committee
just because a story was made into a cartoon and produced by Disney or DreamWorks or others
that DIDN'T make it into a freaking 'fairy tale'
Tarzan, Mulan, The Lion King and The Prince of Egypt weren't fairy tales
they were just tales...of moral and such...
especially Mulan and The Prince of Egypt
one was based on legends, the other on Exodus
which was clearly not a fairy tale
and they had the gall to call those 4 'famous fairy tales'
and I was like; "what...the...hell.?."
and furthermore, when there were mentions about the god and goddesses of ancient time
they were MYTHOLOGY...not fairy tales...
Norse, Greek, Egyptian
Thor, Zeus, Ra
well, since it was 'mixed' maybe they 'could'... @_@
I know, I know...stupid of me to rant on something like this
but it's just sooo infuriating.!.
if you want to organize something, make sure you do it right
sure...we make mistakes...
but when you have lots of people working together,
how come not a single person notices...
and by the way...I still couldn't believe the plays that confused me and several others won something...

28 April 2012

things that make me go ~doki~doki~

top 5 things that make me go "damn, that's hot" / "aaahhh...sooo cute" / "ooohhh...yeah" and other similar sayings..-wink-...well, basically those that get my heart thumping fast...it'll go ~doki~doki~
(and I don't mean just stuff or items...I also meant people, animal, happenings, anime and others... ;p ...)

1.     bad but romantic characters...with husky voices and gorgeous everything...for example, Chuck Bass and Damon Salvatore...they are the chara that always want to interfere or plot against others...but once they fell in love...damn...cutest, most romantic thing ever.!.-drool-
2.     cute manga and anime characters...in manga; Conan-chan and Nel Tu...in anime; Pikachu and Togepi...I'll go all gooey on them when the little ones cry and laugh...hehe
3.     hot and dark looking manga and anime characters...too many to name...but basically those lead chara that have a dark aura around them and they rarely laugh and smile...
4.     cute innocent looking girls...especially those that have the punk-ish, rock-ish, emo-ish look on them...and if they happen to talk with British accent...that will be waaayyy better...
5.     two very attractive people making out...in the series or movies that I like to watch...girls with guys or girls with girls...-wink-wink-...nuff' said...

24 April 2012

crash & burn (Savage Garden)

p/s:...regardless of the title and the name of the 'band', it's quite a sweet song... (^^,)

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you

Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

22 April 2012

turn back time

just read a person's post about how
if turning back the time is possible
don't wanna be in particular places, at particular times
saying particular words.....

it made me think
what if I can turn back time
what would I do
where do I wanna be
how would I change my past

I just hope I could make everything better
not saying I won't make mistakes
coz some mistakes are important as we learn from them
I'm just saying how I should do certain things
and how I should not do certain things
make everything as perfect as can be

13 April 2012


well, it has been about 2 weeks already
but I just got the time to write about it
I was involved in FESTIK 2012 this semester
it was a theater competition between UPM's colleges
it was very fun and exhausting at the same time
my college, K16, made a theater performance entitled "Pattani...Di Sini Bermula"
it was about how Islam got into Thailand in the olden ages
and our production was called
'LakuLayar Production'

I acted as the queen...and the right picture was the throne where the king and I sat
it was a bit precarious...kept moving when the king get up
I just had very few lines, but was in almost all the scenes
not very good with my facial expression
as they said I have a 'smiley face' and they wanted a stern queen
heee... >_<

these were almost everyone in the production...
the two guys standing up was the king (purple) and his father (died in the 1st scene)
the dancers (girls in red and yellow) were really great
they were the ones that made our performance really interesting

this was us after the performance...my hair was damn stiff... ;p
from the left; me, my daughter the princess and the dayang
Mak Inang (supporting herself on the elbow) was also the life of the performance
she was really good for her character and very funny

 the 'fire' was the prop that I liked the most
they were very creative in making it
but sadly, it didn't light up properly during the play... :(
and all those ornaments were the queens
my head feels very heavy as all of these were of good quality
feels like wearing real gold

these were some of the other colleges performances that I went to
from left
"Gejolak" by KOSAS, "Jangan Bunuh Sam" by K12, and "Devian Dogma" by KPZ
KOSAS won the award for Best Actor
K12 got to be the winner out of 16 plays and also Best Director and Best Supporting Actor
KPZ got Best Publicity
congrats to them all.!.

 and this was me on the award giving night
the theme was 'explosion of colours'
I tried really hard to find a colourful dress
but all in vain coz it just wasn't my taste
sure, I like colourful accessories
but I prefer black/dark clothing

 and this was when we were at Putra.fm
a radio station by UPM
we were recording our play to be aired through the radio here
it was very exciting as it was our first time going in a place like this

all in all
it was 1 awesome month (March)
and I hope
more awesome thing will come

08 April 2012



-'nuff said-

03 April 2012

thuk! thuk!

digging deep
to know
how you really

02 April 2012


it was a very 'interesting' night
so many calling and texting
and crying (-eyes rolling-)
with so many emotions
first I was happy
then sad
and then happy again
and then annoyed
and then pissed off
and then 'in-the-zone'
and then happy again
and a lil bit irritated
and back to sad
and now, I'm just trying to be calm

p/s:...good luck and congrats...

01 April 2012

shop till you drop, with friends

these past few days, I've been shopping quite a lot
more than I normally did
but most of them were stuff that I really need
and only a few were stuff that I want
things that I need were like
facial wash, foundation, compact powder, hair clip...
and things that I want were like
dress, bracelet...
well, the best thing was that I managed to buy a dress
after quite a long time
and I'm gonna try to find another and another and another
and this was the week where I'm out with lots of my friends
the most stand out was my outing with SHASHA
she's one of my besties and it has been more than
a year and a half since I last saw her
she's 4 months pregnant now
can't wait to see her cute baby.!.
her husband, Witri, and her said they think its a boy
but I secretly hope for a girl
well, we'll just see, k
hope you have a very smooth pregnancy, Shansha!!!
-hugs and kisses-