26 November 2013

R & R Family Day 2013 (1508-1708)

so...last August, we had our annual R&R Family Day
it was held at a Hot Spring in Perak
it was pretty awesome
as always

first night was game night as usual
first time I wasn't the "game-master"

the road where many games happened

some of the great sceneries there

the Air (mine!), Fire and Water benders...hahaha...
didn't have any of the Earth, apparently
gomen... />___<'''

the games we played against other groups
fun as always

Canca's b-day cake....which was freaking delicious
and the damn delicious cucur udang that we girls gulped down first
before anyone else

showing our appreciation to Mommy and Ayah
for their 25th anniversary
<3 <3 <3

every family got this
and I must say...it was pretty awesome
and making the rice very neat and clean

us kawaii girls
black-and-white was the theme
and I won one of the best dressed prizes

can't wait for next year
gonna be in Pulau Langkawi
ooohhh yeah, baby
(~ ,^^)~   ~(^^, ~)

22 October 2013

oahayou.!. (^_^)/

hullo...so, anyway, yeah...been about 2 months since my last update ya...was at places where internet connections were hard to come by...so, anyway...now I'm helping out at UPM for the convocation which will start this Saturday or sometime this week...and had been to several events and did several things since my last post...but with the bloody slow internet connections, not gonna update on them for now coz can't upload the photos...anyway...that "thing" happened again...~sigh~...well, maybe it's for the best...hope you'll be happy...forever and always...and well, this job ends on Thursday...got things to do this weekend and hey, nearing Halloween again...hope everything goes on smoothly...dumdidumdidum~~~

30 August 2013


sooo...August truly is a very busy month...after so many events and outings, I just now got the time to update on them all
and the 1st event I'll update on is ANIMANGAKI 2013!!!

sooo...the event was held for 2 days...the 24th and 25th of August
and let me tell you, it was freaking amazing.!.
I got to meet my awesome new cosplayer friends on the 1st day
and hang out with my BFFs and lilsis on the 2nd day
here are some of the photos that my friends and I took during the event;

my outfit for the 1st day...kinda a neko-goth-loli thingy

me and our cosplay group
they were pretty laid back people
I like... (^_^)v

some of the many cosplayers I took picture of

our Kaichou singing in the Idol Competition...she's really cute.!.

and there was also this thing for the longest Nasi Lemak line or something
I wonder where all the food went to

and this is me on the 2nd day
going as a 'yuppy' Enma Ai (Jigoku Shojou)

 with my crazy friends and lilsis
and Din bought a RM50 Zanpakuto, Benihime
it was, pretty neat

taking photos of and with some of the other cosplayers

 some of the people participating in the duet cosplay competition
I think Sonic team won
but can't quite remember
they were pretty damn good though

 one of the performers on the 2nd day
can't quite remember her name
but she was from Thailand and she was a pretty good dancer

they put up these papers where we can draw or write or sign our names
I just wrote 'awesomeness'
but there were sure lots of talented people who could drew great stuff

all in all
it was a damn good event
I really hope I could go to the next big event, Comic Fiesta, in December
and meet up again with my group
and new people

10 August 2013


August is gonna be a month full of awesome events!;
Raya celebration
going to friends' houses
celebrating birthdays
annual R&R Family Day
cosplay activities
hanging out with love ones

01 August 2013

working with aunty

well, as of today, it has been a month since I worked with my aunty...I started on the 1st of July...so, yeah...it was fun...though I am not sad that it'll end in a week's time...the last day of Ramadhan will be the last day of work...wootwoot...gonna find other works to let me pass the time after this...dumdidumdidum~~~

28 July 2013

fresh start.!.wubwub~~~

for years, I've somewhat been keeping several diaries
yeah, I know...I don't really seem 'that' type...harhar...
anyway, I think it's time I burn them all and just keep simple journals
journals where I jotted down random thoughts and feelings in simple sentences
journals where I sketch or doodle anything that comes to mind
yeah, I think that would be better than writing in handwritings that even I sometimes don't understand myself
if I wanna write anything long, I'll just 'write' it here, in this blog
gotta be more 'focus'...and fresher...

just got in

just had the time to log in into my numerous e-mails
and other stuff
and damn, there sure are a lot of stuff I gotta handle
at least before 15082013

20 July 2013

Happy 3rd B-day.!.

HAPPY 3rd B-DAY.!. to my lovely blog
you've been with me for 3 years as of yesterday (19072013)
I know I've neglected you for a while
and I know sometimes the things I wrote were somewhat cryptic
but I know you've always understand me, anyway
lets hope there are many more years to come for us
and here's a delicious candy cake for you
(~ ,^^)~

16 July 2013

after such a long time

we meet again...after such a freaking long time
it was like 6-7 months...
so many things happened
I'll tell them bit by bit
currently, I'm working part time for my aunt with my lil sis
we just sell some stuff like brooches, head scarves, necklaces, rings.....
the job is from 10am to 10pm...yup, 12 hours
but no worries...it isn't tiring at all
just pretty bored sometimes
good thing I have my books and lappy
well, I'm working basically coz I don't wanna be bored at home
so, this is it for now
I promise I'll update 6-7 months worth of events soon
later alligator
( ,^^)/

27 January 2013


driving, for me, is somewhat a scary thing
though it is not on the same level as dolls and plushies... >.<
besides, I'm getting more apprehensive of it coz of accidents that I, myself, involved in and also other people's
but whatever it is, I need to know how to drive...so, I just recently continue with my driving lessons
already have the L licence, so, just need to renew it, and off I go behind the wheels
so, today was the 3rd day of my class and I also had a pre-test
alhamdulillah, I manage to pass that...though barely...
so, I can take the 'real' test later
I already aimed to take it on the 19th...so, not gonna go to class on that day...
I realized, driving isn't so hard...it just seems to be a bit harder coz I have to use manual cars during the lessons and tests
oh, well...good thing there are only autos at my house
all in all, I really hope I could got my P on the first go...if not...oh, well...what else to do except to take the test back...heee...
( ,--)\

21 January 2013

again and again and again

I keep seeing those words
again and again and again
I know it's never gonna happen
but why do I still feel like this
self, I thought you are better now
you are not at all, huh self
you still couldn't get out of that, huh
self, just let it be
just stop hoping for things
just coz that thing with Twitter,
you are happy all over again
urghhh...grow up...
it's just a short thing
and you know it...you know it all along
and yet, you still feel like this
again and again and again
sucks to be you...

16 January 2013


if you are given a chance to change certain things in your life
would you make a pact with the devil to do it
sell your soul so that it'll suffer for eternity
for that one chance of happiness

13 January 2013

need to be check in the head

~sigh~...I don't know...these past few days, I've become damn confuse of what's happening and what happened...I'm confuse about reality, dreams, fantasies...maybe I fantasise too much...or maybe my dreams were a bit too realistic...but seriously, though...I would wake up from a sleep, whether in the morning or afternoon or evening, and I would think to myself "wow, what a good day" and then I realized I was just dreaming...damn it...and sometimes, when I'm reminiscing about a memory, it took me a while to realise, it's not even a real memory...it was just one of my damn fantasies...I hope this doesn't go on...coz there might be something wrong with my head...really need to check it...or maybe, I should just stop making up scenarios in my head and watching or reading real messed up stories or movies or series...should get a reality check and keep track on what's real, what's not...come on...it isn't that hard, right...I can effing do it.!. \(~_~)/

11 January 2013


I miss you,
damn it

p/s:...gonna stop being pathetic when I've calmed down or healed enough... /(>.<) ...being stupid an all...

10 January 2013

it's great until...haish...

been having not-so-good dreams since a few nights ago...
which rarely happens since I'm a good 'dreamer' usually
so last night, I slept with Momo, a stuff monkey I got as a gift
yeah, I don't generally do that
coz in my opinion,
stuff animal could wake up and kill you in your sleeep...heee... /(#>.<#)
so, anyway, yeah...
it kinda work
I woke up around 0630 with good dreams in my mind
about sweet real memories blending in with cool stories I watched
feeling good and all.....
but then, I log into FB and poof.!.good feelings gone
bye bye...see you never...
why can't some people just let me be when I'm trying to heal at my pace
we've never really talked before, so don't start now
I don't wanna
damn it.!.

p/s:...good luck to you who are having your final paper today...

02 January 2013

next week

can't update you properly this week
I'll do it next week
coz I have exam till the 8th
gonna be back home on that day
and with great internet connection,
I'm all yours
this also applies to my other blogs