31 July 2010

full schedule

now im packing up almost all my stuff 4 upm
i noe there will always b smthg missing...-sigh-
anyway, i got about 2 hours 2 do it
so, gambarimasu!!!
gonna go at 1200 as i got sofball at 1500 n we need 2 swing by nenek's house 1st
n i got MTV worldstage 2nite...hahaha
canca gonna come along 2 upm as we r going 2 sunway from upm
im gonna b so damn tired dat i think im gonna fall asleep 4 2mrrw's program

30 July 2010

last day

im not sure 2day will b my last day
anyway, im sure glad i'd avoided da 'pickle shower'
myb im gonna work during hari raya
hmmm...dats a big MAYBE

im afraid of...

Things I'm Scared Of...

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth / watch someone giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far:1

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far:2

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far:3

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
Total so far:6

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Total so far:6

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of ... out of 72 common fears

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid
If you get 10-20, you are normal
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless

29 July 2010

BK meetin + dinner

yesterday b4 going home we ave a lil bit of meeting/dinner thingy at BK (burger king)...im lucky dat i got 2 go as my shift just ended at dat time...da thing started at 1700...n da best was dat i didnt ave 2 log off which meant i got over time wit just aving FUN 4 about 2 hours...lolz...furthermore, i won 2 lucky draws n my team got second place out of 5 (yipee!!!)...so, i got 2 hampers n a water heater (4 my nue hostel...-wink-...)

sm of da stuff da we ave 2 find during a game

da weird game dat makes me want 2 murder da 1 dat invented it...haha

prizes 4 winners...(me...n others of course...tihihi)

dinner time!!!...yummy...

2nd place hamper...which we only ave 2 split between 3 people

im so gonna miss them when i go 2 upm...dont noe yet whether 2 just resign or just take a break...missin u guyz already!!!...

28 July 2010

sm fam bonding n graduation

b4 we went 2 da grad ceremony, we went 4 a lil bit of sight seeing at an old fortress near pasar payang...but i cant rmmbr da exact name...tihihi...after dat we went 2 pasar payang n adam got 2 buy key chains 4 sm of his friends...only he prnnce it 'kin-cir'...hahaha...

at hotel seri m'sia

at da top of da fortress

i almost arrived l8 4 da grad ceremony...but all in all...i was ok...lolz...lissa, bless her heart already ave my robe ready...after some bustle putting da damn thing on, i was ready...kinda...
but i was already getting sleepy n seemed 2 need 2 o 2 da toilet...haha...da ceremony was ok...not as draggy as i thought...n i got 2 take pics wit my friends...using their cams n hps of course...since my bat3 was dead...MISS U GUYS SO MUCH!!!

wit him (hearts) after da ceremony n while waiting 4 my fam

wit mommy n ayah...t-x a lot u guys...

27 July 2010


ave 2 hit da sack now
but i so wanna watch a movie
either way, im gonna b recharged

ps: so does my hp...lolz...

lissa's driving expertise

im now at hotel sri m'sia
being sent here by lissa
my family already booked two adjoining rooms
lissa was 1 very cool driver
we arrived here at 'ganu after anly about 5 hours
was she gr8 or wut...lolz...
i dont think she ran any red lights
i dont here any police's sirens
t-x lissa 4 da journey
cant wait 2 meet her n anot n mira n shasha n all my other friends at convo diz afternoon
ps: i left my grad robe in ur car, honey...hehe...sorry...

25 July 2010


now im at 'ganu...just arrived last nite
taking my grad robe
n 2nite ave 2 go back 2 upm 4 course registration
n then cm back here 4 grad
on tuesday b4 1300
omg...diz is some crazy stuff
at least im wit my peeps
lissa n anot
n i got 2 meet him 2

23 July 2010


i did it again
wtf is wrong wit me

22 July 2010


lets backpaddle
2mrrw im just gonna go 2 upm
n c where it goes from there
whether i'll b intrigue by it or not


its been decided dat im gonna take da risk
by not going 2 upm
sorry u guyz
like mommy said
'experience nue ways'
gonna MISS u guyz

21 July 2010

in between

got da upu result 2day
i got in
'Bachelor Sastera (Bahasa Inggeris)'
im glad dat i got it
but now im not so sure i want 2 go
coz im aiming another uni dat really got my attention now
but da intake is in september n not sure whether i got in or not
it's way smaller than upm but i like dat
its not like i ave a car...lolz
da sports facilities r awesome n near da hostels...(n im a bit sure they ave a swimming pool)
i noe upm also ave gr8 facilities but they r just not dat near
besides, i dont wanna live my job now
too soon...im not even working 4 a month yet
n i like da people there
they r such a lively bunch
im kinda missing them already

so, da question is...wut am i supposed 2 do now

20 July 2010

bated breath

every time i rmmbrd about upu result
dats gonna come out 2mrrw
my mind goes blank n i cant seemed 2 breathe
i hope 2mrrw comes wit very good news
~im so scared~

i pity u

i dare u 2 go there by ur self biotch
u wudnt last an hour...no wait...i gave it 10 mins
oh , come on
look at ur self
u cant even name 1 friend dat u want 2 invite
even mommy didnt thrust u 2 go there urself
she made me accompany u
wit ur attittude, i doubt u r gonna find any good friends
more so a rmmt dat can stand ur untidy ways
effing pathethic

19 July 2010

do i look like i care

ok, 1st of all
forgetting 2 give u some tisue does not qualified u 2 say that im 'stupid' or smthg
who the hell u think u r anyway
just some sleazy fat guy dat doesnt get da attention he desired n definitely didnt deserve
just go fuck urself
u shud just b thankful i didnt spit on ur food
effing assholes

employee of the month

i didnt noe...but as i was working, 1 of my colleague told me there was a pic of me at da front
i didnt believe him at first
but when i was cleaning da condiment counter, i saw it
n it says 'EMPLOYEE of the MONTH'...mine was in 'July'
im not sure whether its true or not
since i've only worked there 4 about 2 weeks
lucky me, i guess


gotta sleep early nowadays
asked 2 work at 0900
way better than at 1030 or 1100



i finally got 2 make da damn blog