another weakness...hoho...

went and bought another 2...the black roses and the bat...sorry, wallet...hahaha...

maybe im too old...or too cynical...

since the past 5-6 years (im 22 now...lolz), a lot of things doesnt seem that exciting anymore to me...

especially celebrations;.....

birthdays

independence day (well, im never really excited about this anyway)

aidilfitri

aidiladha

and all those holidays in between

i only look forward to those because they are holidays and i got to hang out and go play with my friends and cousins

the day itself, im not really feeling it...

speaking of which, aidilfitri is maybe tomorrow or the next day (i just know cause a friend told me...not paying attention to dates) and to me, its just another supposedly

hype-up-blown-out-of-proportion celebration that is done by the capitalist world of malaysia (admit it, money rule us over)

i just like it by the fact that im gonna meet my cousins and play with them

saying 'sorry' to parents and elders on that day is kinda like saying you wait for 1 whole year to say you are 'truly sorry'

just say you are sorry whenever you did something wrong...it isnt that hard, really...

and all those phony friends and families that say that to you on that day and started bitching about you again after a few days

it made you think that, 'do they really mean it?'...hurmmm...i dont think so...

well, in any way...

we should just celebrate these things moderately no matter how able we are

unless, we feed and help the poor and unfortunate on that day...then, go as crazy as you want

peace out, people

and enjoy the remaining holiday

\(^o^)v

oh, really.....

left right

up down

right wrong

moment infinity

superior inferior

woman man

saint sinner

win lose

girl boy

...perspectives...

a moment of weakness

canca and i went to MV yesterday...she wanted to watch captain america...we arrived just in time for the show to start and after that, i watched rise of the apes, alone...she didnt want to watch it...so, she stayed at the arcade and play some dancing and para2 games...she also played some double songs...

for berbuka, i bought a tempura bento set and canca had her claypot or something... XP...and i didnt know that the bento set would have that much food in it...hahaha...i managed to eat 2/3 of it, at least...which was saying something...hehe

these are my moment of weakness thingy(s)...i went into MW intending to just buy a ring...but in the end, i bought the other 2 necklaces...without even checking the price...and i almost bought a 3rd necklace...thank goodness i caught myself in time...tihihi...and i just realize they have 10% discount when im about to pay...horrible compulsive shopper i am...lolz

well, lets just hope i'll have another great but not so 'dangerous' outing next time... (*_^)

canca's b-day (14082011)

last sunday was canca's 20th b-day...since it's the fasting month, we couldnt go all out in a day of fun, fun, fun!!!...so, we just went to subang parade after berbuka and eat some (i mean, a lot!!!) of ice-creams at baskin robin...we like it there since it has a lot of flavours...

 us goofing around in the car...hohoho...

my cherry jublie (my fav!!!) and cotton candy (effing sweet) and canca's cheesecake...there was also adam's cookies and cream, but he finished it before we could take the pic...mommy couldnt but her fav since they didnt have the flavour that she wanted

 om nom nom nom...yummilicious stuff!!!

after we finished all of it, i could feel my head spin coz of all the sugar in my blood

hahaha

thank goodness i have high tolerance of sweet stuff

well, lets just hope i dont get diabetes in this young age

~~( *o*)~~

break

it came

hohoho

get ready to get sore, my dear feet

oh, yeah...oh, yeah...

~(**, )~~

sick

i have been coughing for about a week now

and yesterday was the worst

the coughing wasnt so much

but i have flu

and today, i feel a whole lot better

yeah, baby!!!

it really is right

we have to get worst before we can get better

hehehe

XD

night of the hunter

one of my favourite songs...especially the bold part...hehe...

I was born of the womb of a poisonous man

Beaten and broken and chased from the land

But I rise up above it, high up above it and see

I was hung from the tree made of tongues of the weak

The branches, the bones of the liars and thieves

Rise up above it, high up above it and see

Pray to your god, open your heart

Whatever you do, don't be afraid of the dark

Cover your eyes, the devil's inside

One night of the hunter

One day I will get revenge

One night to remember

One day it'll all just end, oh

(Une, deux, trois, cinq)

Blessed by a bitch from a bastard's seed

Pleasure to meet you, but better to bleed

Rise, I'll rise, I'll rise

Skinned her alive, ripped her apart

Scattered her ashes, buried her heart

Rise up above it, high up above it and see

Pray to your god, open your heart

Whatever you do, don't be afraid of the dark

Cover your eyes, the devil's inside

One night of the hunter

One day I will get revenge

One night to remember

One day it'll all just end, oh

Honest to God I'll break your heart

Tear you to pieces and rip you apart

Honest to God I'll break your heart

Tear you to pieces and rip you apart

Honest to God I'll break your heart

Tear you to pieces and rip you apart

Honest to God I'll break your heart

Tear you to pieces and rip you apart

One night of the hunter

One day I will get revenge

One night to remember

One day it'll all just end, oh

~~~30 Seconds To Mars~~~

vr0OM...vr0OM...

i had my first practical driving today
it was kinda scary at that time as i always think im gonna be a bad driver
very, very bad.....i really suck at arcade cars' game.....hehe
but actually, my fast-learning-mode totally kick in (as it usually did...-wink-)
and i have a pretty good time 'cruising' around the learning place...lolz
and i also got the side parking the first time i tried it (...\(^o^)/...)
well, i think im gonna enjoy the next classes and hope i'll pass the tests/exams
ganbarimsu!!!
(^o^)v


p/s:...but i'll always ride public transportation whenever i can...tihihi...

nomnomnom...ooopsss!!!

while making carbonara today

i absentmindedly eating slices of cheese

totally forgot i was FASTING

only realized i was eating while preparing the sauce

habits are sometimes really bad

'''-___-

phone

my new phone...yes, it PINK...hahaha...its not 'soft' so its ok...lolz... X)

my old awesome phone...it has a lot of 'problems' which is why i bought a new one...but im still gonna use it...to listen to songs and play games...i'll use it until the screen cant show any more colours...except white...hahaha...

p/s:...hope the new 1 will last longer...tihihi...