fucking serve me right

"What you don't know won't hurt you"

how right that was

and now, here I am

in my room

fucking crying

damn that time of the month (nah, not really...)

making me fucking emotional and stuff

oh, well...

guess another saying is right

"You'll never really know a person"

well, fuck me

X(

preview; 'Pattani; Di Sini Bermula'

we had a bit of a preview last night

at the Serumpun Food Court

we only did the 1st scene

where the king died

 the one on the left was the old outfit...and on the right was the outfit for the preview

we are gonna wear different things on the actual performance night

hohoho

 sooo much haaaiiirrr.!.

hahaha

 it's name is Boboy

it's so cute I can't just keep myself from petting it

but it kinda turn away from girls

guess we are just too 'hot'

tihihi

;p

 the 3 silly best friends

who are also the palace guards

 there was Mak Inang, a funny character, and me with Aimi, 1 of the dancers

she's also the one in charge of the costumes and make-ups

and she's damn good at it

X)

thank you to my besties

Afiq, Anot and Lincha

for coming to the cafe to watch our very short gimmick

even though you guys have work and studying to do

hope you guys will be able to go to the real thing too

and all are welcome to see us

at Panggung Percubaan, UPM

23rd March (tomorrow)

at 8pm-9.30pm

see you guys there

!!!

remember and forget

it's hard to decide what to remember and what to forget

sometimes, we just can't have one without the other

if we want to remember the sweet times,

we can't do it without remembering the depression we want to forget

if we want to forget the feelings,

we can't do it without forgetting the connections we want to remember

oh my, oh my...

sometimes, the best choice is to just suppressed them

you are not forgetting, but you are not remembering either

but too much can be poisons to your mind

gonna spin out of control sooner or later

it's good if you've practiced it since you were little

oh, well...

things happen for some reasons

we just gotta accept it all

the good, the bad, the beautiful and the ugly

get well soon, friend!!!

yesterday was kinda a panicky day

a very good friend of mine got into a little accident with his bike

even he didn't quite sure what happened

maybe the floor was too slippery or things like that

and the worst part was his foot

it wasn't just scrapped, it was skinned.!.

he even had to go to Hospital Serdang

because the doctor at PKU thought it was a bit too serious to be done at PKU

~sigh~

hope you'll get well soon, Afiq

take care

\(*o*)

p/s:...we still didn't know where the missing skin was...heee...

-cough-cough-

my body is hurting

my throat is sore

my legs are aching

my hands are cramping

but I still feel GOOD

coz these are all the good kind of aches

well, except for the throat...but it's getting better...so.....

anyway, good luck to myself

in training and rehearsing

and when you add

tae-kwon-do with theater

you'll get those

especially when they are one, after the other

oh, well

ganbatte-ne, sayid-chan!!!

\(^o^)/

busy bee

this sem seems to be the busiest so far

well, at least for this month

I have rehearsal every night and 2030

and then, on every Tuesday & Thursday

I have tae-kwon-do class

which I am one of the AJK member

and then...

there are all those literature reviews

and mini research that need to be done

~sigh~

hope all will be well

>_<

my new blog

hey-yo...i made a new blog...see up there for the link...or, here you go;

my photos

just coz i'm feeling bored...and got too much time on my hands

tihihi

>_< 


p/s:...this is a sticky post...just keep on scrolling down for the most recent... X)

singing

yesterday was a day full of singing

;p

i went to Alamandar with my besties

and we were karaoke-ing for 2 hours

damn, that was tiring for my throat...

hoho...

and then, at night...

I had another 1-2 hours of singing for the theater

it was fun as the song is silly and we did some silly dances

tihihi

p/s:...shouldn't have opened what I did... (~_~)

mirror, mirror on the wall

as a person, or more commonly, as a girl
I sure like to look at reflective things
mirrors, glasses, spoons (haha), screens
anything that can reflect enough
but to have a mirror in my room all the time, where I'll glance at it once a while, is a NO-NO
I have one...of course...how else I'm gonna do my make-up... ;p
but I'll always cover it up or turn it facing the wall or put it in my closet after I've finish using it
I don't know when it started
but maybe coz I've watched or read too much...if you know what I mean...tihihi
I know I'm being silly-ly superstitious...but I just can't help it
>_<

p/s:...and oh, welcome March...hope you'll be another good one... X)